2003-02-25 - 6:41 p.m.
Well After a WEAK attempt at dinner. Fend for yourself night which BASICALLY means if you don't cook you starve. Which is what I do everynight. Yes I'm a picky eater. I hate food in FACT I'd rather live with an IV in my arm dripping food crap into me than actually have to eat it. There's some food I enjoy. But I never was forced to eat food that I didn't normally eat so I never did. It allll started with a 5 hours of me refusing to eat my green peas at dinner so I sat there till late night, I was prolly in 4th grade? And I won. Since then on, I've made my own damn food. and damn proud. I'm a kick ass cook if I do say so myself. Well tonight I decided to make a NICE little dinner. A french bread cheese pizza. Did I mention cheese is the ONLY kinda pizza I'll eat? Tried bacon once threw up for most the night, knew that was coming didn'tcha? Dad tried to sneak in an onion one and I KNOW the differnce I'm not a fucker. C'mon now. Took one bite heaved that too hahaha You guys must LOVE me so far? well who exactly is YOU? I thought this was for me. well yea it is. but anyway back to dinner. Of course being the heat sensitive person I am take one bite and burn my tongue screeaming and biting my tongue so I didn't swear which in fact hurt WORSE. I threw my plate on top the microwave *mine sings by the way, when it's done a lil pizza man pop's up and starts singing coolest thing EVER* and like I go back to get it and *POOF* GONE where'd it go you think? Check the dogs, brittany and coco both clean. The 3 cats wouldn't touch it so I'm like mom..? where's my pizza? OH you were eating that? YES what else would I do with a pizza? she threw it out! Nearly screamed but then again it was 390 calories *holy shit* so teh 1/3 of it I ate is only 130 if my math doesn't fail me haha :) yea. I'm on a new diet started yesterday woo. I'll make a lil thing abt what i eat each day so i can keep track. I think I'm supposta stay under 1000 claories? I really have no clue.
