hey everyone, i am gonna tell u about my problem. ok it's really big to me but to everyone else i'm sure it isn't. ok my x-boyfriend (who i love and who iloves me)....(i really don't care if u don't understand this but yea) is about to be movin to Washington (the state) and i have no fucking clue what i'm gonna do w/o him here. he's more then just my sould mate person thingy, he was one of my closest friends. so yea it's really gonna sux to see him gone and never seee him at all. this to me feels like he'd dieing cuz i probably wont ever see him again......
me
Gray:
You poor, depressed child. A rain cloud seems to
follow you everywhere. The worst has always got
to happen doesn't it? Life is miserable.
Made by
Sara
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It's been 5 months since you went away
Left without a word, nothing to say
And I was the one who gave you my heart and soul
But it wasn't good enough for you, no
That's why I asked God
(Chorus)
God send me an angel from the heavens above
Send me an angel to heal my broken heart from being in love
Cause all I do is cry
God send me an angel to wipe the tears from my eyes
And I know that it might sound crazy, but after all that I still love you
You wanna come back in my life, but now there's something that I have to do
I have to tell the one that I once adored that they can't have my love no more
My heart can't take no more lies and my eyes are all out of cries
So God
(Chorus)
God send me an angel from the heavens above
Send me an angel to heal my broken heart from being in love
Cause all I do is cry
God send me an angel to wipe the tears from my eyes
Now you had me on my knees, begging God please, to send you back to me
I couldn't eat, I couldn't sleep, and you made me feel like i could not breathe when I
All I wanted to do was feel your touch, and to give you all of my love
Took my love for granted want my loving now, but you can't have it o god
(Chorus)
Hands Clean - by Alanis Morissette
If it weren't for your maturity
none of this would have happened
If you weren't so wise beyond your years
I would've been able to control myself
If it weren't for my attention
you wouldn't have been successful and if
If it weren't for me
you would never have amounted to very much
Bridge:
Ooh this could be/get messy
But you don't seem to mind
Ooh don't go telling everybody
And overlook this supposed crime
Chorus:
We'll fast forward to a few years later
And no one knows except the both of us
And I have honored your request for silence
And you've washed your hands clean of this
You're essentially an employee
and I like you having to depend on me
You're a kind of protege
and one day you'll say you learned all you know from me and
I know you depend on me
like a young thing would to a guardian
I know you sexualize me
like a young thing would and I think I like it
Bridge
Chorus
What part of our history's reinvented and under rug swept?
What part of your memory is selective and tends to forget?
What with this distance it seems so obvious?
Just make sure you don't tell on me
especially to members of your family
We best keep this to ourselves
and not tell any members of our inner posse
I wish I could tell the world
cuz you're such a pretty thing when you're done up properly
I might want to marry you one day
if you watch that weight and keep your firm body
Bridge
Chorus X2
Yesterday (friday) sence today is now saturday would have been his and her 11 mounth anaversary!!!!!! , how ever that word is spelled. to bad they never made it that far. just thought i'd post it just to let them know that at least one person remembered.
me
hello again to everyone that reads this. welp nuthin is new arround here just the same old same old. so ne thing new w/ ne of u???? ummmmmm........ well i bored just sittin here at *lorra's house donin nuthin. i think thats all i have to say for now sooo i'll post gonna soon, well when i get back to my house at least.
me
When I Talk To You by Mandy Moore
Yeah...
Remember me? Feels like forever
Since the days when we were friends
Don't understand all these changes
I'm still the same, no need to pretend
Where'd it go, do you know?
Maybe it just doesn't matter
'Cause when I try to talk to you
I feel like I'm not getting through to you
Where did we go wrong? It's hard to be strong
When nights are long
When I talk to you
There were times, in the beginning
When you were there when I needed you most
We'd sit and talk.. about the future
And laugh about us getting old
Do you know how it feels?
I hope that you know that it matters
But when I try to talk to you
I feel like I'm not getting through to you
Where did we go wrong? It's hard to be strong
When nights are long,
When I talk to you
I want you to know everything that I am
Don't want to know what life would be without you-
When I try to talk to you
I feel like I'm not getting through to you
Where did we go wrong? It's hard to be strong
When nights are long
When I talk to you.
When I talk to you...
When I talk to you, hey
When I talk to... you, when i talk to you
When I talk to.. you
When I talk to... you
Well hello to me, and the few people that will probably read this. I am me and thats all u need to know. Well that and i'm a terrible speller. so bare w/ me ok. ne ways this is my first entry and yea thats about it i think. wait except that when i post i will make up name to put in place of my friends becuz on;y a select few will know who i really am. also when i get bored i'll probably write stories and post them, but don't worry i'll tell u if it's a story or not. well my new name is SunShine (well thats my name on this kmorg at least) just becuz it's different. well now i'm pretty sure thats all i have to say for now so Good Bye.