| Tuesday 06 / 10 |
mess
wanna know all about me!? yea well read my bloody livejournal then you'll all know the real me that comes out on full moons and cries her eyes out, because after hours and days and months and years of denial realizes she really is messed up inside... |
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here's something i wrote in livejournal, just two seconds ago, i'm too lazy to think up something new for this journal right now. since it already deleted what i had to say earlier...
"pissy i just wrote this long-ass entry into my upsaid journal and then it died. i have no clue what happened to it. oh well.
my entry just blabbed about how i don't want to leave highschool but i'm graduating on friday. and how i'm pissed that i took gov over the summer to get ahead, and now my econ final is all about gov. erg. oh well..
i'm sorry to my AZ friend. i wish i could go with you, but i'm not a very stable person let alone an adult (technically yes, i'm 18 but i'm still a teenager) i actually thought about it last night w/ my parents. cuz they're like go to DC go to DC go to DC and i was like what if i went to a JC in AZ instead. they were like no. cuz then i'd have to get an apartment and a car and such. whereas in DC i'd live w/ sarah in her GORGEOUS home which is across the street from the metro. so yea. it didn't go over well.
i also talked to them about moving out w/ nicole. they didn't really oppose it even though they agreed w/ me when i said that i really wasn't ready to live on my own, or with a roomate. rich said that there are cheap apartments right around DVC but that would be stupid anyways cuz nicole is going to a JC in alameda and neither of us would have a car.
that reminds me. got to look for a job as soon as school is out.
good note, dad says i can use the car again once i graduate. if i graduate.. blahblahb...
bagels.. food.. breakfast.. bagels.. jamba juice... yum..
later" |
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wow this is pissy i just wrote a whole long entry and it no show... where'd it go? |
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| Sunday 06 / 08 |
ldasjfoyteih oidshf
pretty pretty
eat this scott.
mine mine mine
of course you don't understand.
how could you!?
whahahaahhaha
NORMAN REEDUS!!
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| Friday 06 / 06 |
something in the air
lalalalala
just sort of skipping through different websites... not really doing anything important.
oooo my back just made a nasty popping sound... i wonder if that's bad...
did i already say how much i hate moonromance.net sometimes? it's dumb and stupid and no one ever talks to me and listens to what i have to say. therefore THEY are stupid.
speaking of stupid people.. i ran away today. multiple times over actually. it's sort of discouraging that she has yet to talk to me about my OBVIOUS avoidance of her. but so far.. nothing. oh well i guess. but it is sorta frustrating to always be like "oh here she is, and there i go." you know what i mean? it's like i can't be anywhere she is cuz then it's really really awkward and i don't do awkward. so yea, run away run away run away...
after school today [warning warning DRAMA] justin was supposed to give me a ride home, but i didn't know where he was. so i passed by nicole who has doyle sixth with justin, so i asked her if she had seen him. unfortunately nicole gets rides home with the one-to-be-avoided. so she was right there. well at first nicole is like i saw justin walking out to the parking lot. which = shit no ride home. so i went to the library to check on something, then i was going to head over to willy's spanish class to find christa so she could give me a ride home. on the way i happened to pass nicole and the one-to-be-avoided again, and nicole was like "i just saw justin, and he's looking for you." so i was like "where did you see him?" cuz our school isn't huge but it's not small. she said she didn't know and then great, joy of all joys the one-to-be-avoided speaks up. "he just went toward the library." um.. thanks i think. so i walked away and i heard her say something along the lines of "your welcome. anytime no problem." which i know from being her friend for a million and half years means that she was expecting me to say thank you, or at least talk to her. but i walked away w/o talking. oh well. sucks to be her. i guess.
i did find justin eventually. and we went on maybe a thousand little errands before he got me home. stop at my locker, stop at his locker, stop at woodshop, stop at the library, stop at ace hardware, stop at safeway, stop at some person's house, and finally home. he asked if i was going to the baccaularate-thingy (i'm not sure how that's spelled and i'm too lazy to get up and find out so deal) it's really not my scene. but then again if i could, the graduation ceremony isn't really my thing. but alas i must go. unless i don't apply for graduation, which would mean i get my wish. but then again it's a wish that i wouldn't really want to come true, but sadly if i don't haul ass it just might.. i should have gotten over being lazy by now but no..
stupid. |
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| why why why!!
WHY CAN'T I LOOK LIKE THAT WHY WHY WHY
WHY AM I AN UGLY RICE CRACKA!!?!?!?!??! |
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| there i go
ooo ocha. here i am... i'll probably not use this one as much as i use livejournal but that's ok. it's just another journal that i can rant in. and be stupid and idiotic and moronic and just plain random in....
wait so let's see... this is the what? fourth online journal i have. um.. there's deadjournal (which i don't write in anymore) livejournal (which is my main writing space) moonjournal (which i don't write in because the people suck) and here... yea! the only person i know is scott. fun fun..
haha let's see how often i write in this....
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